Kudy, boy Details his recent “dark” day of cocaine addiction “Call Her Dad” podcast.
“I get the feeling I’ve never had before. It’s magical,” Cudi, 41, said in the podcast episode on Wednesday, August 13.
“I would say that, it’s the only time I feel it,” Kudy continued. “At other times, I was just chasing that high and it never got there. It was never like the first time.”
Kudy said his cocaine use was his “little secret”, explaining that he would only participate when he was alone.
“I don’t want this to be a well-known thing about Coca-Cola around me [the] industry. That will spread very quickly. So, I just keep it on myself,” he continued. It doesn’t mean people can’t tell me on it. People might figure it out.”
In addition to his addiction battle and ultimate recovery, Cudy details his mental health struggles and experiences and commits suicide thoughts on the podcast.
Continue to scroll through Cudi’s quotes for the episode “Call Her Father”:
His wife’s reaction to past arrests
In 2010, the rapper was arrested in New York City for felony crime and possession of controlled substances. The case was eventually dismissed.
Kudy told the host Alex Cooper That wife,,,,, Lola Abecassis Sartorewhen she found out, she began to “smile”.
“She was like, ‘I don’t know who this person is.’ She said: “What I know is the sweetness I know, like a few years.” ” “At that moment, I found peace. ”
“Speedin” Bullet 2 Heaven’ Album
Kudy tells Cooper He “want to die” Works on records issued in 2015.
“I just wanted to make excuses to scream the record and express this anger,” said Cudy, who confirmed that he wanted the album to be “goodbye.”
According to Kudy, no one knows he is struggling with his mental health. “I’m happy to be not alone when I’m with my friends,” he said. “I can keep it for myself. I never want to worry about my friends.”
Hit the bottom of the rock
In 2016, Cudi “finally” recovered after relapse.
“From 2015 to 2016, the decline was getting darker, darker, darker. Suicide was always in my mind. “When I relapsed, I was facing this reality, for example, ‘Damn it’s been six years since I used this s***, and I thought I was past and obviously not. ‘”
Kudy said he was helped. “Something will definitely happen,” he added.
Go to heal
Kudy said that since 2016, his mental state has been “a thousand times better”. He specifically discusses unpacking “anger” in treatment During treatment.
“I’ve been a fool for a long time, and that’s my main problem,” he said. “That was secretly lowering my tradeoffs and stopping me. In my core, I realized, ‘Scott, you’re a good guy.'”
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